Well today was just another day of chillaxin... Sorta, I was awakened by Dot's knocking on the door announcing her arrival. I was a little surprised, though I was expecting her, it wasn't for a few more days, or so I thought. Incorrectly! Cuz today was the day, she couldn't just quietly blend into the room, nope she had to act THEE ZIP DAMN FOOL!! Just being a total pain, not letting me sleep...in my sleep... I thought if I could just muster the strength to get up out of bed go into my dresser drawer where I have some pills that'll calm her out of control a@@, then just maybe I could lay back down to rest a bit. Thankfully, Edgar offered me some meds I declined telling him I have some, but if I can just get up to get them it'll be all good. Being the sweetheart his often is with me, he loves me so much, which is nice. Then he brought them to me along with some water. A few mins later, and it was pretty much gone. So, I could then get up as I often half way do. Didn't feel up to going anywhere, and in morning, the rental car goes back. 😏💔 but that's how it goes it was a strain on our pockets to get it but wanted 2B sure I'd be able to be a part of my grandson's grand entrance N2 this crazy world. Victoria wanted to know when I'd be coming back to see her "little squirt" as she put it.
👑🎉 my lil man #2 cuz my #1 is my son... He is such a handsome young man inside and out! He just his new glasses, they look pretty good on him Just gonna keep praying for him, his moods, coping with emotional situations, times, cuz he tends to struggle with negative thought and depression. Not a surprised since I have been diagnosed with depression as well as bipolar and anxiety. His dad struggles with the negativity, and depression also. Higher risk for Paul and Tatiana to show up with it too. Not a guarantee but s likelihood. Gotta keep eyes and ears open and aware. Gotta watch that whomever he chooses to hang with, allow them to treat him. So much comes into play.
I'm getting Real sleepy so I'll try to pick up where I'm leaving off... Good night ✨🌟💤💤💤💤
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