Just another day ... Gone by

Well today was just another day of chillaxin... Sorta, I was awakened by Dot's knocking on the door announcing her arrival. I was a little surprised, though I was expecting her, it wasn't for a few more days, or so I thought. Incorrectly! Cuz today was the day, she couldn't just quietly blend into the room, nope she had to act THEE ZIP DAMN FOOL!! Just being a total pain, not letting me sleep...in my sleep... I thought if I could just muster the strength to get up out of bed go into my dresser drawer where I have some pills that'll calm her out of control a@@, then just maybe I could lay back down to rest a bit. Thankfully, Edgar offered me some meds I declined telling him I have some, but if I can just get up to get them it'll be all good. Being the sweetheart his often is with me, he loves me so much, which is nice. Then he brought them to me along with some water. A few mins later, and it was pretty much gone. So, I could then get up as I often half way do. Didn't feel up to going anywhere, and in morning, the rental car goes back. 😏💔 but that's how it goes it was a strain on our pockets to get it but wanted 2B sure I'd be able to be a part of my grandson's grand entrance N2 this crazy world. Victoria wanted to know when I'd be coming back to see her "little squirt" as she put it.

👑🎉 my lil man #2 cuz my #1 is my son... He is such a handsome young man inside and out! He just his new glasses, they look pretty good on him Just gonna keep praying for him, his moods, coping with emotional situations, times, cuz he tends to struggle with negative thought and depression. Not a surprised since I have been diagnosed with depression as well as bipolar and anxiety. His dad struggles with the negativity, and depression also. Higher risk for Paul and Tatiana to show up with it too. Not a guarantee but s likelihood. Gotta keep eyes and ears open and aware. Gotta watch that whomever he chooses to hang with, allow them to treat him. So much comes into play.

I'm getting Real sleepy so I'll try to pick up where I'm leaving off... Good night ✨🌟💤💤💤💤

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THESE ARE OUR BABIES... VAEVAE AND NANI SHARING THAT FAMILY LOVE

Another Day 10/16/11

Well, today is another blessing we are here. Miss my children dearly... life is good and I can't complain. Surrounded by love each day on every level which feels good. Old friends looking me up just to say hi and to reconnect... flattering. So much to be grateful for...

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I'm a NANA now! Here is my Handsome lil man

Well this here would be one of the most handsome lil men I have seen, and  he just so happens to be mine! well, mine via my daughter... but he is still mine nonetheless.  He gave his mama hell getting here... she struggled for 38 hours of labor, then right when she thought she would get some meds and sleep, NOT! This little man said, Nope, not for me, guess it's time to make my entrance plus everyone is talking about they're tired and all that so.... they have waited long enough. I guess my mama has earned the right, she has worked real hard, so yeah I will come on out...   So, here he comes, picking up the pace... and with just 3 pushes from his mama and the entry emotionally happened. Beautiful, exciting and scary after effects but such a blessing! Despite my daughter's confessed feelings to not have me present... or not caring one way or another... she's back! But... God had a plan and part of the plan was for me to be able to witness my grandson as the first birth I'd ever been to in my life... after all I have been through I deserve that opportunity regardless of what anyone on this plain may think or feel. God knows my heart and each of its' breaks and how they occurred. My children were always my life, my purpose for life and motivation. 

  Could never imagine my life without my children, they  were meant to be, just as this little handsome guy was meant to be here too and without me, he would never be... can't imagine life without them. Nor the world not being blessed with such wonderful people. I am so grateful God used me to bring each of these beautiful blessings that are now individuals that are separately blessing others in many different ways each day.... amazing! It is so amazing how God created all that ... and we get to be able to participate in so many miracles... blessings... given and taken every day.... WoW!! Thank you Lord

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